>Heyits RACHAEL AGAIN! yeah im using this website to mY FUCKING ADVANTAGE IM USING IT! IM ABUSING IT! HAHA!
I have so many things to just blahblahbakhlshahsasbaahsbsabdabhbahbahbhabahab TALK AND BLAH ABOUT My mind is constantly on the go. except after school. after school im depressed. im always depressed, just especially after school. http://www.acolumbinesite.com/end/bjp.html this is so me and niki if we worked together am i right boys. I wanna play arsenal BUT I DONT IM TYPING IN CAPS IDK WHY ANYWAYS, I WANNA PLAY ARSENAL EVEN THO IM TRASH IM SO TRASH AT EVERY GAME I PLAY BUT THATS OKAY LOL boy twhat the hell boy why am i like that. i talk like an energetic little boy!boy what the hell!who gave me candy boy what!
i made this at 8:53pm on hitlers bithrday by the wayyy hayyyyyy!i love you niki i know youre going to see this sooner or later so i ask you please respond in this text box:
hi im goign crazy but im having fun im gonna play arsenal now! hehe!
NIKI ALWAYS DOING SO MUCH im just making this website as random as possible THIS NBOY GOT A NICE PUT TOGETHER PAGE BRO WHAT. im just adding shit because its fun. i like it. i like doing this. hikichan clip~ i love hikichannnnn shes so cute i love her fuckign F=VIDEOS ill drop some of my favs in https://army-of-two.neocities.org/media
i guess the fact im about to go to school tomorrow is really getting to me. imleaving early for a dentist appt but whatever i still fucking hate school. urrgh..im so cold i hate being cold. i just wish i had a ton of energy. i dont feel good at all hmph. im going to a slowdive concert in a few weeks with my mom. exciting! im trying to think of things to make me happy but nothings working. thinking of my brother is just making me mad idk why. how are you guys? im gonna go on reddit for a bit i think. or maybe twitter, not sure/ sigh life is so annoying i cant wait to KILLL MYSELF! goddamnit.
i think computer time is over. night night...
today i made a poem for niki,, it says:
My scars fill with blood
I lay in this crazed state-
yearning for my Lord.
I pray and sacrifice my skin
My Lord holds me tight,
feeling every soft spot my flesh offers
He tells me I am like cherries,
and sends me to sleep.
goddamnit my life is so over im beyond saving i am the worst person on this planet and i deserve to fucking BURN in hell when i die. my life is over im ugly and fat and my scars are worthless and everything about me is the biggest misfortune to planet earth.
NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME!!!
NIKI IS CUTTING HIMSELF ON CALL its so hot AGHim cumming.im gonna jerk off im so serious hes cutting himself right now on call with me and hes gonna show me aghgfhdgfhgf
he said he cut himself really deep for my lastnight.confessionbut that really makes me feel weird like,,idk it makes me excited and i wanna beg him to do more and more and more and more
CUT FOR ME SKINNY BOY CUT FOR ME!!!he showed me blbkbbhfbbhjgj they looks so pretty my face is red........its so attractive to me that hes doing this all cuz i just asked...hhghfbvvbvf..
HEY ITS BEEN A WHILE! i dont usually do anything special on school days cuz i get REALLLLY DEPRESSED. like yesterday i cried and told my 2 bestest friends i was useless and wante to die already! like i really wanted to kill myself BAD yesterday! but then i stayed up till 2am texting my brother and he made me super happy. i overshare with him a lot. because it is important to me thank he knows what im thinking. kek. aghhh i have a boner rn. sorry tmi.. ughh. I really like japanese music~ and japanese culture! konichiwa, watashi wa rachael desu! SUPA KYUTAMODO! fududes fududes!
HI hi its me again. its me rachael i missed you guys did you miss me thats goo d i guess kind of im going to a concert this weekend cool right also im chopping all my hair off when i go to boarding school because i FEEL like it and NOBODY CAN STOP ME.i wonder waht all my friends will think when i just disapeer off discord. oh well i dont have much to say im kind of blank rn but im hungry but whatever what ever i might read about adam lanza whatevr whatever what ever what aever whatever whavevet whatever wahtevr
HI I LOVE YOU GYYS! actually nobody reads our page but whatever. hi guys its me rach i missed you all very much yk that? anyways ill be going home in about 3 weeks which means OVERWATCH ALLLLL DAYYYUYYYYYY i also need to pay for my kmfdm concert tickets and i need to buy a new cart ;(. anywho,, new page added lets go gamers? fuck-this-site.html
hi its rachilno wiat that was stipid . anyways. hi . ;) imading to media page YAY! FINALLY they all say in unison!!!!!!!!!!!! okay bye